Wednesday, September 10, 2003
beautiful i tell u... shakespeare is damn beyoutiful...cept for RnJ...urgh two torturous years...yucks.. :P
thank god its over...
man i miss lit lesson with lin...
haha can still remember shafiza saying to her after reading abt the pig being "raped" and then there was a lot of mention of black n pink,
"so...now we know black and pink are horny colours...hmmm" then rite there and there
she was wearing a pink top, black pants and a black cardigan with a black tudung...haha... best la!!!!! oh man.. lin... yum yum... great ass... oh man.. haha.. thanks for everything. and yeah im senget. yup... u had a big part to play in there... but i guess once in your life you will kinda fall for someone of the same sex. but i guess some do it more than others..hehe... :P
oh lin... haiz... how sad... at least we could have been friends. but i guess i will still love you more than you love me. so maybe no... i really am beginning to want nothing..i mean if i cant have everything might as well have nothing. so yah..tts my approach with feli. if we are hi n bye friends then well i thk its better cos i dun think i can live with this wanting in my heart and in my body and in my soul. i want her tt much. and i dun think we can ever be the best of friends at this rate. cos wat i do for her will always be in hope tt one day she will see that she can love me. and well...we know she cant. then i'll just end up being used and being treated like dirt. kinda like wat is happening now. hmm... interesting concept yah... SO YAH.... I WANT NOTHING. I DON"T WANT YOU FELI IF I CAN"T HAVE YOU COMPLETELY.
--insignificant lies--
6:43 am
